Trying to blog for fun

Okie, i know i can blog but i am unable to view my blog.. So i decided to be naoless and just post this entry for fun..

Take care my friends.. It is finally the end of October and the start of November...

Flight information...

Just for my friends to know, hahahz... I know i very thick skin, like making you guys send me off or pick me up... But just for your information,

Departure MU546 10th September 2007 Monday 1010(24hr)
Arrival MU545 25th January 2008 Friday 1515(24hr)

Okie, my job is done... Hahaz!!!! So sad that my parents would not be able to welcome me back as they will be in Taiwan... Hahaz...

Exams are over

Yeah! Finished the last paper today, damn high can.. But i very scared though that i will not do well... Haiz, worried in a sense that it will affect my internship... Sian man, but touch wood lah ah....

From today, i have exactly 13 days to spend with my friends and families... Hahaz... Need to start to buy the stuffs that i need, must chiong!!!

For those who still have papers, jia you... The effort is all worth it... Smiles!!!

Gor has left...

Just came back from the airport, emo, sad and really really unstable now... Just send him off to his new journey and i am very glad for him... I am really proud to have such a brother like him, i would like to thank God for giving me such a great brother that no one can ever replace in my heart, in my life...

I thought i could be strong to cope with it and not cry at all, but i failed... When gor was hugging everyone, i was still alright... IT was when he hugged my granny that made me cry, because my granny cried... Crying is really contagious... Then my bro hugged his girlfriend and was about to leave... Well, it is my very last chnace to hug him for today, or another few months to come... So i decided to hug him and both of us were like emo spiders and started breaking down... Have not cried so badly for a very long time... But i guess, it shows how much my brother means to me...

I am all alone in my room now, knowing that my brother is really physically not here anymore... The weather is not helping either as it is going to rain soon... I know he will be coming back like next year, but it is really long to me... We had many fun sessions together, disturbing one another, making noises to irritate our parents and so much more... I miss you gor, and loads... Really... Even though i do not say it at all, i guess you would be able to see from the tears that were flowing out...

I am so supposed to study now, but i really got no mood.. My eyes are swollen, tired and painful... I am emotionally tired, physically too... But i promised that i will do my brother proud...

SO WAKE UP SHERYL!!! STOP BEING AN EMO SPIDER AND START STUDYING!!! Be strong and cheer up... You got to move on with life...

Great evening

Rush Hour 3 rocks man! It is an extremely funny show and i have always loves it since the first one... I practically laughed till i could feel my lungs in pain... There was a joke regarding Lance Armstrong and i think only Xue Ying, Jonathan and me understood it... We were like 3 idiots laughing so loudly as only the 3 of us got the joke... Hahaz... Only triatheletes would understand the joke better i gues... Hahaz...

Then we went to have dinner at Simei East Point and walked to Xue Ying house... Met Kaiwen and Wilson and we started our majong quest.... As usual, Sheryl always loses the most money unless Wei Yang is present... Hahaz... So round 1 with Kaiwen, Wilson, Xue Ying and Jonathan, i lost the most money... But not so bad... Then, the lovely but not so happening couple left, so squid took over... Then Xue Ying decided to change seats with squid and her luck came rolling into her hands... She like won so much from us... Not only her, Jonathan and Squid too!!! Angry!!! CAUSE MOST OF THE TIME THE WINNING TILE IS I GIVE ONE! To the extent that i was only left with 60+ chips... That is ultimate sad can...

Then we decided to sleep at 3.50am as we had to wake up a little earlier today... Toes were freezing in the night but lucky it was manageable... When i go Shanghai and it is winter, i think i will just freeze to death... Hahaz... So must train from now!!!

Then Xue Ying, Jonathan and me went for breakfast, then went home and now i am blogging... It was a wonderful night out and i think there is only 4 more weekends to play majong and off we go!!! I am surely going to miss my majong khakis... Haiz... But that is life... When i come back, play a few more weekends then the guys going army le... Hahaz... That is how time flies... FAST!

Okie, got to go study for a test tomorrow... Meanwhile, take care my friends and hope to see you all soon!! =)

*She do me... True... If you're hot...* - a joke that only 4 of us know...

Too angry

Today, i started off my morning quite badly...

Wake up, arm kinda could not move... Have been sleeping on my left side for the past two days and my back don't really feel good without tossing and turning... Hence i missed my lesson which is my fault... Okie...

Then i receieved a phonecall at 9 plus and it was from my OB tutor... Miss Ho is a darn nice person but i just do not understand why some of them just got a grudge against her... Well, perception error i guess, whatever...

She was like, i have known that your group went to see the subject leader without my knowledge, i would need to see your whole group today... I stunned as i did not go to see the subject leader! Then i remembered my group leader mentioning that we should see the subject leader to show our SINCERITY... So i replied erm, i think so.. So my tutor was like, okie, fine, then please come and see me after school today...

When i ended the conversation, i know something is wrong.... I have a feeling that my tutor was just saying that she was going to find the subject leader to scare us.. I mean, we handed up the report late, it is really our fault and we have no right to argue... Never mind, so i sms my groupmates and found out that they really did go and see the subject head without me there and without me knowing... Call that a group...

Fine, so i went to school, had lecture, then was asking my group leader why did she go and see the subject leader? I mean, when you asked me that question, i already said no, we should not as we might be making things big.. Maybe our tutor did not intend to tell in the first place!!! Response: no, we should tell, show our SINCERITY..

Fine, i was fucked up and pissed already... Then i say maybe our tutor was trying to scare us so we will learn... Then my group leader can say: then it is her fault to say she will discuss with the subject leader but not do it.. She say what she must do what... *FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND* Wouldn't it be good if she was just to scare us and not make thing big? Sometimes i really wonder how the human brain works...

So we went to see our tutor and i love the comments she made... She say, why did you all go and find the subject leader, didn't i promise that i will talk to her and get it settled with asap then inform your group? Then a groupmate had to say, WE THOUGHT IT WOULD SHOW OUR SINCERITY... *FUCK WITH THE SINCERITY SHIT* Then my tutor ask, so what did the subject leader tell you.. I replied with i do no know, i was not there.. Can ask my group leader.. I know i very bitch, but i am sorry, you guys started it first...

Then she said by doing that, you guys are not showing me(my tuor) respect... I TOTALLY agree with what she say lah!!! I was extemely tempted to say, told you all already but NO, don't want to take my opinion into consideration.. Fine, so be it... I am just glad that my brains are much more sensible...

I am glad that it has been settled though we have to face the consequences by deduction of marks.. Okie, our fault, we deserve it... I am also to be blame and i do not deny it...

To sum up:

REALLY FUCKED UP WITH MY GROUP
FUCKED UP WITH MYSELF
FUCKED UP WITH SCHOOL
FUCKED UP WITH PROJECT
FUCKED UP DAY
Equals to my day... I am so damn pissed that i could really use a punching bag... Though i have to say that there are only 2 people in the group that i am not pissed with, the only one of the different gender and the only name that has 4 characters...

bad day

Today is ultimately not a good day... I started off with a happy morning as usual as i was looking forward for training... Then we had consultation in the morning which was quite screwed... I mean, she had the report for like the past 2 months, now then she tell us our mistakes when submission is thia friday... Dumb lah... Never mind, so we decided to edit lots of what we had done...

Then we went for lunch... Was happily eating and when i finished my meal, i was asking, so have we submitted our OB report... My group leader kinda forgot it as it slipped her mind i guess... From her expression it was quite obvious that she did not remember... Then i asked again what time do we have to submit it, and she said by 12pm.... So i decided to get the report files and done with and was ready to submit... Then i receieved a phonecall from our tutor... She asked " Sheryl, where are you?" And i replied with i am on my way to submit the report... Then she kinda got pissed and said "DO YOU KNOW THE REPORT IS DUE AT 10AM?! YOUR GROUP IS 2 HOURS LATE" And i stunned... So i decided to run up to submit and explain to her... Was climbing up the stairs and i happily tripped and fell... Then luckily Veronica was with me hence she took the report and went to submit it...

Well, i am with bruises now on my right side of my arm and thigh.. Not deep, but bruised and painful.. Hahaz... Then when Veronica came down, she gave us a piece of bad news... That we would be at least marked 2 grades down.. I almost broke down at that moment of time as i dd not want to lose my chance of going to Shanghai...

Then we decided to go and see our tutor to apologise to her... Our whole group thought that the submission deadline is at 12pm when it is at 10am... Seriously, i have never made such a STUPID MISTAKE yet... It is just so pissing off.... Then when i went to see my tutor with the whole group, my tutor was so angry that it really scared me... Then i broke down as i do not want to score badly... OB is the only project that we have the most confidence in...

Haiz... The rest of the day was normal and i did not swim.... Stupid shit... Race is just this Sunday.... Sometimes i wonder, when matters like this happens, whose fault is it? I would say that i am at fault too, cause i was too dumb to relay on others but not myself...

SCREW THIS SEMESTER AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO END!!! DREADING EACH DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

EXCITING DAY CAN!

Today is ultimate exciting can!!! Hahaz… Last night play majong until like 530… Morning had to go for project… Not so happening yet… Then!!! It all started…

I was told to go parkway so that I could hop on to the car later… So I went there and waited for like 45mins lah!!! But can’t blame anyone, it was the slow moving traffic at Eunos area. Then we dropped Xue Ying’s mum at Raffles City and we happily decided to zoom off to Holland Village… We went round and round Orchard then finally decided to move on to Holland Village… To be frank, we were kinda lost… Hahaz…

Then we were approaching the ERP machine, but we had no cash card!!! ARGH!!! So everyone in the car went into a frenzy mode in search of the SACRED cash card… Hahaz… Then no one have, hence Jonathan had to reach to his back pocket to dig his wallet out… By that time we were like 50metres away from the machine only… So I went into a second frenzy mode to find his SACRED cash card, but did not manage to find… Then there was this “BEEP” and we were like OH NO!!! Hahaz… Then we went into the third frenzy mode wondering how much we would be fined for crossing the ERP without putting in the SACRED cash card…. Some say 10plus, some say 30plus… Hence Mr Jonathan decided to get stressed up and it was quite funny… Hahaz… Friend, sorry that I did not manage to find your SACRED cash card on time… I promise that I will pay the split of the cost… Okie, then after many u turns we managed to reach the bike shop…

Bike shop not so happening, so not much… Then we left and decided to go to Funan the IT Mall to have dinner at Subway!!! Okie, after that we walked around and I saw that my laptop that I bought last week is $400 cheaper now… Like WTH…. Hahaz… Then we decided to go home after a while…

The journey home was happening… Because we had 6 people, we had to squeeze at the back… Then it was just after the NDP rehearsal thing, so there were A LOT of police and traffic police… As I was at a corner and rather small size, I had to hide constantly whenever we pass a policeman… Best part was that a traffic police was just beside the car only… Thankfully Evelyn and Xue Ying covered me up… Thanks friends.. And the guys, they were just laughing lah, especially WILSON!!! He was damn evil today, say I BIG, say put me in the boot, say I should be on the roof and all… Eh, I could be evil then make you take MRT know friend… But hot stuff forgiving, so its okie… Hahaz…I had to hide from the policeman from like Suntec there all the way to ECP… I was like cramping everywhere, but it was really really funny… Hahaz…. Then we send Evelyn home, Wilson to Kai Wen house and we happily went to see Wei Yang’s fat cat… So cute… Hahaz… After that we decided to find Annette and go back to Xue Ying’s house…

Hahaz.. Jonathan, you not bad know… Confident and steady even though we had godzillion frenzyness… Never band or what, small fine never mind lah ah…. Hahaz… Hahaz… Well, Xue Ying, your turn will come soon yeah and I am looking forward to it… Hahaz…

Okie, then went home with Jonathan and then there was an accident at my house the junction there… It was quite bad lah… the girls, got one crying in shock and another was unconscious with a man holding her in his arms…. Haiz… Sometimes things are just so unpredictable… Okie, I think I should end here le.. Today’s entry like very very long…

In summary, XUE YING, JONATHAN, EVELYN, WEI YANG, GRACE, WILSON AND THOMAS, thanks for the great day today… Xue Ying’s mum, thanks for lending the car to us… And Jonathan, thanks for being the driver…

I LOVE YOU ALL GUYS!!!

Reality check

Yesterday was doing project till i got quite stress, hence i decided to wurf the net and updat meself a little... Read something that i did not want to see, cause it reminds me of the past and it hits me real hard all the time...

It is like you never know who are the people who really enjoy your company and who are those that just try to entertain you... Come to think of it, i am not sure whether are those people still like that, or they really like me as a friend...

No matter how thick skin i am, i am still a girl and have feelings like tofu... I might seem real strong and boyish on the outside, but there are also times that i feel weak and girlish... Sounds weird... Hahaz... Like what my mum loves to say, i am a boy in a girl's body... Hahaz.. Thats quite saddening...

Back to the topic, thinking bout the incident that happened not really long ago, it made me ponder if whether do i make a difference? Maybe it was the timing that did not allow me to perform to my best, but maybe it is just me who is not up to the challenge... Was i the best candidate in mind? Or was it just a decision made to save time and get things done and over with... I never knew who was for and against me, but i guess after what i have done, even those for me will turn against me... Maybe not so bad that we become enemies, but al least learnt that i am not up to the challenge...

Okie, now for some happy stuff so i can stop speaking emo stuffs again cause it is never good... Hahaz... Just bought a new laptop, so YEAH!!!! Hahaz... A new Compaq laptop that costs $1899... My mum and i felt that it was quite a good buy so we bought it yesterday at Harvey Norman... But they cheated my mum into buying a 2nd year warranty at $189 when HP was selling the 2nd year warranty for just $99!!! Wha, then my mum got quite a bad feedback from my dad... Sorry mum... Thanks and i just love you both...

Then i went to meet LISA in the night for dinner and had some good stuff for dinner... Hahaz.. Cannot say... We chat and updated each other on what is happening... Thanks babe for taking the trouble to have dinner with me when you were at home... I am happy with such simple things that you are able to do... Well, i do not mind if we do not meet up, but i will be super glad if we do...

OH! Went for majong session on saturday night... Wha lau, i win quite a few times, but then win small... Xue Ying and Jonathan win only win so big, sucked all my chips away... So sad lah!!!! Still thought that we i woul not make any losses...

Okie, i got to go.. Lesson start le... Bye friends... Love you all, especially my Majong Kakis!!!

Terrible semester...

Have you ever encountered the times where you know that a project idea would not work but just decide to agree as you know that you will not be able to convince them that it will not work? It is so frustrating when this happens ad you know that you cant do anything but just sit back and wait for the results to give everyone a reality check...

And another one is that friends that just forgets your existence and only find you when they are in trouble or when they have no one else to talk to... I am guilty of this too when i was in relationships in the past... But have since woken up... I do not blame my friends for being like that, maybe i am just unhappy or jealous that now i do not get to spend more time with them...

This semester, much has happened and it has not made my life any easier... I really wanna sincerely thank my teammates for being there for me when i needed them... Especially the girls... I doubt i could survive in school if i did not have the chance to distress... Hahaz.. Not forgetting the guys like Wei Yang, Jonothan, Thomas, Rennie and so much more that cheer me up and do nonsense stuff when we are together... Really rock man... Triathlon batch of 2005 to 2007 rocks my world to the ultimate...

Candice, chaplin, swee kee and keng kee, thanks for just being there when i needed a person to talk to or just to find a makan buddy... Hahaz... My fake husband jaren too, thanks for putting up with my nonsense and giving me a ride when i need to... You all rock my friends!!!

I have given up much hope with my secondary school friends or even my poly mates as we all are busy with our own lives that we do not get to meet... Whatever would be my answer now cause i really do not care anymore.. If we meet, it is an incentive, if they are there for me, i am extra glad... If not, i will just live my life as it is and don't even bother... At least it makes my life much happier and not make me seem like a despo that i need them to be there always...

What is the point of being friends when they only find you when they are in trouble and goes to another when they are in joy? It is like you are there for them, but are they? I can definitely say that many of my friends are like that, but for my teammates, i feel happy and comfortable with them and i hope we can maintain it till we kinda get old and stuff... Hahaz... Thinking too far ah...

So i shall end here and get started with my projects... Love you all my friends, even though i might not be one to you... Smile!!

HOT STUFF GOING SHANGHAI IN 2 PLUS MONTHS TIME!!!

Malign!

There are many times that we get maligned for something we have not done due to various reasons. Because people are bias against you, people do not know what you are trying to say or people just don't bother to give you the respect that you deserve.

Many people come and go, and what I can't stand most is the damage that they cause in your life. It has happened to me on various occasions and the most hurting ones are when the people who malign you are either you best friends or family. Its like, why do that when you are family or friends to the victim. Then on the other hand, how do you define friends? Those who only find you when they are in trouble? Those who are only there when you are in trouble? Or those who have been with you regardless of whether anyone of you are in trouble or not, spending happy and sad moments together?

Everyone is so busy nowadays that it is so difficult to make a point to meet up. When people promise to keep in touch and all, it is just false talk most of the time. Like, we are all so busy with school life, new friends that we meet, work and all, till we forget the promises made and forget to spend time with your friends.

Many things has just happened recently and I don’t feel comfortable in blogging them out. Haiz, just can’t wait to go Shanghai and be gone for a while. Maybe my absence would make everyone’s life easier, better. Maybe its time for me to really really move on and stop hoping that things would be the same as secondary school days. The relationships that we have has really changed and shattered, and its time I just face the music rather than hide and pray for the better.

Hate it to be like that. It is so not me… But, sometimes the strongest person can be really vulnerable and all they need is just for family and friends to be around them to give them the joy in life.

Okie, got to go back to doing project work now... School is cool, but work is not!

Interesting day..

Yesterday was a rather happening day… Firstly is I had project, than the award ceremony, then went clubbing at St James Power Station… What an interesting day lah…

I was quite pissed with the award ceremony thing... All of our certificates has been printed wrongly except for Rennie’s one… Like what the hell lah, these names have been given so long before and this kind of stupid thing can happen… If it is only a few I can understand, but ALL?! Like hello, are you people doing your job well? Maybe our sport is just not well liked, but whatever…

Then we register so early, wait so long, go some useless rehearsal that in the end we did not rehearse just for that 10secs on that stage… Quite sad ah… Hahaz… Well, I guess that is life since we like are not the main characters… Hahaz…


I am so short!!!

Our guys look quite hot in their formal attire… Okie, maybe not hot, but look quite smart… I love Thomas’s teddy bear tie man, its darn cute people… Hahaz… We had quite a lot of fun taking loads and loads of almond longan jelly… It was good stuff man!!!



Then mad rush home to get prepared for clubbing… Was in a dilemma whether to wear dress or a new top that I bought… Hahaz… Finally came to a conclusion and wore the great new top that I have... I look like hot stuff man, actually I AM HOT STUFF!!! Hahaz… Then MISS TANG decided to pang sei all of us and not go… Like so damn sian when I received the news lah… Friend, please don’t do that again next time… My heart weak ah… Hahaz…

I pity Annette man… She came all the way down with us then her boyfriend was making a fuss so it kinda spoilt her mood… Her babe, thanks for making the effort down and I hope that you two are fine now… =)

So, it was left with coach, Xue Ying, Mei Zhi and me… So sad, but we had a lot a lot a lot of fun lah! We went from one club to another in St James Power Station and the songs were kinda boring after a while cause they like keep playing the same songs in different clubs… Like so sian lah.. I think they share the same ipod… Hahaz... Budget ah…. BUT!!! I MET A HOT HUNK THERE CAN!!! His name is Roy... Wha, he look like High School Musical the main character… But HOTTER! I am still mesmerized by him lah… Wha… Hid body and face, hot stuff man!!! LIKE ME!!! Hahaz… So thick skin…

After we left, we decided to go Coach’s house to have fun… Went there and we were watching Night at the Museum… Good movie man... Dum dum where is my gum gum… Very funny, but poor Xue Ying and Mei Zhi fell asleep so fast that they missed the show… Hahaz… I quite slow ah, the movie so long le then I watch… Yeah, after the movie I went to sleep an that is the end of the day…

I still can’t get over the hot stuff… Hahaz… HOT!!! Really really hot...

Weird day...

After 1 week, my big bruise is finally gone... Thanks to those who attempted to rub my bruise and those who cared for me... =) i am so loved.. hahahz...

Today had the Shanghai phone interview... I think i was the last to be called, so i was like damn anxious and nervous... It was quite enjoyable though.. Cant believe that i am saying this lah... The lady is really nice and i like her... Hahaz...

So after the interview i became a really good girl and ate with my parents then studied at home... Then i decided to meet lisa for supper and stay over at her place.. While i was walking to the MRT station, i saw this cat, it was crawling on its two front feet, dragging the lower body and vommiting blood out of its mouth... It was damn sad sight to see lah.. So the first thing i did was to call SPCA... But i guess that SPCA of Singapore is kinda loser... It has only ONE driver in duty and he was out at another emergency.... The poor cat died 15mins after i called SPCA... I waited for one BLOODY hour and still no sight, so i decided to leave the cat which was cold, dead and full of foam and blood on its mouth... I don't expect a rescue mission in 15 mins, but 45 mins the most? I mean, even if the cat had a chance to live, i think it would have been dead by the time the SPCA help came.. Its just ridiculous lah! What for donate money to this society when it is not even put to good use... Darn man...

I am so pissed lah... Thankfully i had another person with me... After chatting, i found out that he knows ASH!!! So we are like happily chatting for one hour... Then both of us decided to leave.. The world is so small... Hahaz...

I hope that the person who is responsible for the cat's death would be nabbed and punished... Evil i say, EVIL!!!

And i have to end with, i hate guys who hide things away from their girlfriends and vice versa... I mean, what is the point of being together when you are not truthful? Especially when you cheat on someone and expects forgiveness.. Just go eat shit and die... I mean, hello, it is your fault and you still think it is okie? What kind of attitude is that?!

Okie, got to sleep now.. Got to study for OB tomorrow... BYE!!!

A nuah day

I was totally a pig today at home as i was rotting my hours away the whole day and did not do and school work or project... Feeling really guilty but i was just too tired to do anything other than eat, sleep and watch television... Using my brother's laptop now, so fun!!! I am supposed to be asleep now but i just want to blog for fun... Try to use his computer for a while...

My bruise is getting darker and it is quite scary as you can see... Tomorrow got school but my brother does not have... For the first time i have to sleep earlier and wake up earlier than him... That is quite sad... Don't feel like going to school!!! Hahaz... But cannot, last year le, need to chiong!!! After year 2, i seem to have lost that swee kee spirit to go all out for everything... Maybe because many things has happened and i am not really used to it so yeah... really wana do well for this year so that i can get into a university!!!!

Okie, i need sleep now before i am late for lesson tomorrow... Got to wake up at like 8am and i got training tomorrow.. So bye my friends!! Love you all!!!

cycling!!!

this is my thigh, got 3 of this bruises.

Cycled a total mileage of like 65km today... My ass is on fire man and i am badly bruised(as you can see in the pic).... Stayed over at Xue Ying's place last night as we needed to wake up at 7am to cycle today... My first day riding a road bike and the experience was unique man...

Had to cycle to East Coast first and the ride there was okie.. Then we had to cycle coastal where i draft Xue Ying and it was shiok man! Then we had to do turning drills and i was like a dumb dumb, cycling into the grass instaed of the pathway... The 'best' is yet to come...

We had to cycle in one file and Mr Tan happily decided to sudden break which made me panic and sudden break and hit myself... I was in extreme pain for that moment lah... Then i decided to try to jam break as i misinteprated what coach said... So happily ask Wai Yang should i jam break and he said don't, but stupid me did not listen and happily jam break...

*Wha Lah* I skied and fell down quite badly before knocking into Wei Yang's bike... Eh bro, sorry if i gave you a shock... Wha, after the fall, i have like 3 big bruises and 2 cuts... Damn sad... Damn painful... Well, at least it was a lesson learnt the hard way... Was really happy when we went to have breakfast together... Food is my life...

Reality soon struck when i realised that we had to cycle home and my ass was already very bruised from the seat... The cycle back to Xue Ying's house was really painful and the sun was not helping at all... When we reached Xue Ying's house to pao shui, it was SHOIK to the ultimate man! Then we decided to suntan but fell asleep in the end and the weather was great as the wind was blowing cool air even though the sun was scorching hot... It was a great relaxing moment after today's training...

Though i am in total pain now, but i really feel good man... Feels good to do this man even though its torturous... Must do this more often... =) Xue Ying and Kai Wen, we must do this more often... The water soaking was good stuff man...

Went to see soccer match between MJ and RJ today... Both schools did really well! Even though MJ did not reign as champion, you guys still rock.. =) (so random)

Many things has happened recently... Was rather confuse and stressed on what to do, but just chat with Mark and Nigel Gor which really made me laughed and well, chill... Had fun talking to both hunks... So lo0o0o0oooo0o0ong never chat le... Really need to go and chill out together one day...

Everytime say this know, but in the end never plan then never happen.... Hahaz.. But keeping in touch is good enough for me... Makes me happy... Could clear my doubts thanks to gor.... Thanks!!! But there is a price to pay :

"for all charges for consultation please make payment to 'DR. nigel, specialise in love problems" total including new GST of 7% is 500bucks.. since you my mei i give you discount. %499.95..."
But cause i so cute, no need to pay... =)

Then i had another question, how to draw a line between help and nuisance? Professor Lim decided to give me the answer, and it is: Use Prof Lim ruler.... *a bish*

I am in the mood for any lame jokes now... So kinda feeling happy as i had a few laughs today...
Okie, i got to log off now... To all going through a hard time now, quoted from Professor Lim: there is never an end, its just a new beginning... So don't be glum yeah... Cheer up my friends... Love you all!!!

Emo day

Haiz... another bad day today... Yesterday was bad, today is bad and i believe tomorrow will be bad too... Need to just tolerate till monday, then maybe i will feel better after the presentation and test... I really do not know how to present so many thing about korea in 10mins without the expense of threatening my marks.. Madness... Was readin Nigel gor and Wendy jie's blogs just now... Too stressed, so needed some relief... OH! Andre, if you heppen to read my blog, just wanna say happy belated birthday... So sorry i not friend enough to remember your birthday... simple reminder, my birthday is on the 20th of september... Hahaz...

Suppose to go out this coming thursday but has been cancelled... Kinda sad cause i cant watch Pirates.... Hope we can go out soon my hot and popular darling lisa... Hahaz... Much things have been happening so far and has kinda affected me to a certain extent... My friends, families, school work, life and blah blah... Hmmm... All this has made me come to realise that life has 2 prominent types of people in various situations...

1) The person who gives and the person who receives
2) The person who loves and the person being loved
3) The person who misses and the person being missed

and i learnt a chinese phrase recently saying, those who are fated to survive will definitely survive, and those fated to die will never survive.

Sometimes, what you see on the outside is not how the person is on the inside... I feel that this statement is really true... A person who looks really confident on the outside might actually have alot of fears on the inside. I am just damn emo now and i do not know why... Darn, this is not good man..

Sometimes i wonder why my friends are luckier than i am without knowing it. Life is short and we have to appreciate whatever that comes into our lives before we lose them. It is a real good pointer to take note of...

Okie, just needed to write some stuffs to make me feel much better and to show that sheryl chau is still alive just that her blog takes godzillion years to be updated... Take care my friends...

ME!!!

OKIE!!! GOT BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!!! SHERYL IS THE CUTEST GIRL ON EARTH!!! Hahaz.. So thick skin... Watched le hana kimi, went on crazy mode and bought the VCD, OST and Fei Lun Hai quite outdated CD that was released like last year... Hahaz... Went to K Box today for the 1st!!! time in my life... so loser ah....

Sang lots of songs and found out that i was quite off tune... Hahaz... The key too low lah, cannot reach... Sang my lungs out with Kai Wen, Xue Ying, Mei Zhi and Ai Jia... Damn fun... Hope to go there again... But must earn money first!!!

I earn $60 spent $70.... Die, continue like that sue no money one... Think have to go back to oriental to work le... There the job more stable, at least i know when i need to work... Okie, i just blogged for the sake of blogging if not later people say i naver update which i really do not... Hahaz...

MISS ALL MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!!